To celebrate or not to celebrate?

Hey all  :)
Sorry for the hiatus, i've been really busy lately and now only cause its nearing the holidays, I finally have the time to rest and to write again. I love writing, really. But sleep's much more important knowing that i've so much work to do and all. Like i've mentioned in the previous posts, i'm now working at my dad's metal work company as a sort of manager? Lol. But yeah, at first it did seem tiring but we do get used to things right? :) So now, i'm planning to probably get another job where i'll be working night shifts. Dad mentioned that we might have to cut back on our expenses in order to help my brother, but i thought to myself 'Instead of being so laid-back which makes us have to cut back on our expenses, why don't I work harder? That way, I'd have more to spend on and it'll help my family a lot too with me being able to support one way or another' So yeah, I've decided and i'm probably gonna take the job as a waiter in of the bars in town. The pay's apparently good so i'm sorta looking forward to it :) Just not looking forward to me being tired. Lol.

So anyways, the title says to celebrate or not to celebrate. Well, looking at my current situation, most people wouldn't expect me to. Cause my mom and sis wont be here as they will be in KL and since my brother has his 'situation'. But yeah, I know what my brother would want me doing :) He'd want me to not worry and have as much fun as I can *Hints - So that's what i'm doing* Lol.

Finally went shopping today though I only bought a buttoned-down shirt, white shorts, a belt and ANEWPAIROFCONVERSESNEAKERS :D Was so happy when I went around buying the things especially when I was buying my new shoes :D To be honest, I've been looking forward to this time of the year 'cause its like the only time of the year where I buy my 'Annual new converse sneakers' lol. Yes, I am a converse fanatic. I love the brand for their vintage designs and simplicity :) Odd match but they look really good to me :) So yeah, I'm mainly posting this up cause i'm so excited about my new shoes :) *I sound like a girl don't I?*

Anyways, many happy returns of the day to you readers and I wish you well! VALENTINES DAY IS COMING :) *Cause Chinese New Year's too mainstream* LOL.

Till my next post :) This is for you guys. A song I've been listening to a lot lately.

Courtesy of  http://tabs.ultimate-guitar.com/

James Morrison
You Make It Real For Me
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Intro (2X):
Am G F C

Verse 1:
                C                Am  
There's so much craziness surrounding me
                F                G              
There's so much going on it gets hard to breathe
     Am     F                            C
When all my faith has gone you bring it back to me
Am          G        F   C
You make it real for me

             C              Am  
When I'm not sure of my priorities
               F                G  
When I've lost sight of where I meant to be
     Am   F              C
Like holy water washing over me 
Am          G        F   C
You make it real for me

Chorus:
    G     Am    F              C
And IIIIIIIII'm running to you baby
G    Am               F            C
  Youuuuuuuuu are the only one who saved me
       G     Am          F                C
That's    whyyyyyyy I've been missing you lately
      Am          G        F   C
Cause you make it real for me 

Verse 2:
          C                    Am  
When my head is strong but my heart is weak
              F             G  
I'm full of arrogance and uncertainty
     Am      F                              C
When I can't find the words you teach my heart to speak
Am          G        F   C
You make it real for me yeah

Chorus:
    G     Am    F              C
And IIIIIIIII'm running to you baby
G    Am               F            C
  Youuuuuuuuu are the only one who saved me
       G     Am          F                C
That's    whyyyyyyy I've been missing you lately
      Am          G        F   C
Cause you make it real for me 

Bridge:
G                           F                 C
    Everybody’s talking in words I don't understand
G                                    F              C
    You got to be the only one who knows just who I am
Em                                    F 
    You’re shining in the distance I hope I can make it through
           D                               G                                    
Cause the only place that I want to be is right back home with you 

------------NOTE: End Bridge on this chord:  (3-5-3-5-x-x)

Verse 3:
                 C              Am  
I guess there's so much more I have to learn
               F                          G  
But if you're here with me, I know which way to turn
        Am         F                     C
You always give me somewhere, somewhere I can run
Am             G        F   C
   You make it real for me 

Chorus:
    G     Am    F              C
And IIIIIIIII'm running to you baby
G    Am               F            C
  Youuuuuuuuu are the only one who saved me
       G     Am          F                C
That's    whyyyyyyy I've been missing you lately
      Am          G        F   C
Cause you make it real for me 
Am          G        F   C
You make it real for me

Song reminds me of her.
As always,
Adrian x)